I have been gazing through a thought since morning. Or why to say since morning but last night. I have travelled through every circumstances, build every possible scenarios that would come up to my mind . At last cancelled out every options possible to jump over the conclusion, but ended up with two confusing options as i always do .
I`m in a situation where i couldn`t sum up myself to find out a directional path . I`m in " whether i should leave it or just go with the flow ."
Do you know about guilt ?
Its a feeling of strongly cursing yourself for doing something which you shouldn`t .
It also generates when you are doing something against your principles.
I know you must be wondering why to do something which is against your principles. But there are times when you have to do things which you don`t like, sometimes in pressure of others and sometimes in the flow of your hormones. When it is done in others pressure, it is still easy to handle that emotion because there you got a person to put all the blames on .But when you do something yourself in the flow of your hormones which is against your principle, you regret a lot. A lot means a lot !!!!!!!!
I wanted to speak my heart out to you but i will not . Because i can not !!!!!!!
Ughhh this is so depressing, neither i want to tell you anything nor i want to keep anything in my heart to make it more burdensome . Oh god what to do !?
Sorry ending up without completing .
Take Care !
